Thursday, June 9, 2011

SHUT UP

I just look at my depressed self and all I want to say.... no, all I am going to say is:....

...shut up.

WHY YOU DEPRESSED. KNOW YOUR SHIT AND JUST DO IT. STOP THINKING YELLING AT YOURSELF IS BAD. BECAUSE YELLING AT YOURSELF IS LIKE YELLING TO YOURSELF TO WAKE UP, NOT YELLING BECAUSE YOU'RE IDIOTIC. WHY DO PEOPLE YELL ANYWAYS?

ARE YOU SUGGESTING YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF? SERIOUSLY, I KNOW IT'S NOT TRUE, I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH MYSELF. NO, REALLY. I REALLY AM.

JUST. DO. IT. NOT SLUDGE THROUGH IT..... BUT COME TO GRASP WITH REALITY AND JUST DO IT.

:) Much better. Tomorrow, go find jobs.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Depression

is driving me insane. Might be because of work.
No energy. And grumpy all the time.
Thinking about it makes me... not sad, but... depressed.

And that gets me angry. Ai... WTF. Better something to do than nothing.

Picture:
A woman and a girl are looking at each other. "One of them is a liar." - somewhere on the page.