I think the title "I should study" just reminds me of all the time that meant I wouldn't study.
I just finished watching "My Sassy Girl" in Korean class today. I think...I couldn't be suspended. I can't be suspended into another world when I'm with someone else? I care too much?
But it was a good movie, one that is okay if you don't flood yourself in them? But that's the same for any genre.
Now I really want to write a fan fiction xD. I should...learn how to write in a way to capture people.
On the other hand, one of my one-shots was asked for permission to be translated. I don't care if it isn't loved...but being asked itself is flattering. I'm really happy about that.
SNSD's 2nd album is out! The ballads are really loveable. I know people are mostly in love with "byul byul byul" (star star star), and I like it a lot too, but I think "You'll always dream" or whatever it is roughly translated to (track 4) is good too.
The rest of the songs are okay? I always liked "day by day", though making it sung by all the members isn't such a HUGE plus for me.
The JeTi duet, "Caramel Coffee" is good too. I'm just glad I can hear "Yummy sugar" xD or is it candy...? Yummy candy? xD
Let's be happy...and...study!
There is a seed of unhappiness in me lately? I think I'm going through PMS. Which means... period soon...
T__T I dislike that week... so messy...and annoying...
But I'll be grateful for it, haha, heard from too many aunts and from mum how it's a blessing for woman. =.= gyuh.
Mm...I should...join the Korean Speech concert, eh? AND I NEED TO MAKE THE PPT for the family presentation!
- HISTORY SUBJECT CHOOSE
- Comp lit thing is up in OWL too!
I should write here more often. Ms Ratchford said to keep on writing, even if it's something simple like a journal..
Mm~ hehe, and also, it's a good way to get rid of my darkness, or dispel at least a little bit of it, right?
Astronomy exam tomorrow...time to study~~
(...Should I come up with a more creative name....?)
I hope mom is safe in Hong Kong, her fever is better and she will enjoy herself immensely. I also hope my grandpa and grandma will be healthier...winter is a killing season >_<... I hope daddy is thinking optimistically. (...Who do I hope towards?).... God, please take care of them, I will be extra strong for you. I'll try to be kinder too.
Keep them safe and happy, please.
....What's that? I should do something about that myself?
Why pots and pans? Because I want to say something meaningless to express my frustration besides from "God!" or "Jesus/+Christ!"
Pots! I really feel like an old woman next to my friends sometimes. In a goodish way? Since it makes me smile a little (not sadly, exactly, though I suppose the melancholic sad little smile is exactly an old woman thing- pans! I am genuinely amused, a little.)
Another, finally settling down on a good ff. :) Happy~ I want to write again...but I'll need to read a lot again.
Also getting into DBSK a little bit. Can I even say again..? Hah...
Right, I'm not sad anymore. But there are things, that promise of the experiment-- Man, remind me not to make stupid promises for the future in the heat of a moment/emotion. Because it probably will not end up well. I wouldn't mind if I done it right then at that moment, when I was down because that would be understandable? But chr-pots! Now I know...it's....bad.? Something that would take away from...good. What I am trying to attain for?
Fuck, what am I trying to attain for anyway? I really don't know.
But...I guess that's okay, because I want to find out.
So...shall I do it just to find out?
Plus, can that remnant of my brain trying to pull a depression please stop trying to spit on other people's stories? Ahieee...so embarrassing.
I've already .."been there, done that" before.
Really. Embarrassing. OMnomnomnom *eats it*
:) I love my friends. Really. Cute. What is wrong with them
+Too much cuteness is like stuffing marshmallows into your mouth-- what is that game called again? (Gewy chewy?) SMALL DOSES damn it!