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"Just like an addict"

those words repeated in my brain.

Couldn't stop playing FE.

It was like that time with Gundam Seed Destiny

So last night, when I lost, I just junked it.

Now I want to play it.

Breathe in.

No, it took too much time.

On another matter entirely,

Is it just me...?

Explosive much.? Or no?

I guess maybe I'm sensitive,

but I can't take indignation lightly,

unless justified?

Don't care, not my fault.

Daaaamit. I really want to play it.

Exercise or something. Remember

a constructive day.

Been so lazy and behind lately.

I need a word to express my frustration

but it seems like there are none?

Fuck? - But I don't want or need mindless sexual intercourse.

Shit? - What? No, I do not need to shit?

Damn it - Damn what? My frustration? It's not like it's another person.

Shit my life.

See? That just came out. Oh fuck..

That too o_O

Damn it!

..It seems like those three things just come out like vomit,

in that order too?

Or it seems like I just repeat it

"Oh f my life! fuck! Ah shit! Damn it!"

Seriously?

I'm grinning, it's sort of funny really.

On the more serious note. I already trashed it.

Now think how to be constructive.